what about me

i dont understand why but i hate david i hate him with a passion
but yet i must i feel take care of him
i myself his other half
must take care of him thus taking care of myself
to hate him
i guess what i am saying is i hate my self
he's everything i have ever despised
yet i have to take care of him
no one else is allowed to hurt him but me no one alowed to kill him but me
thus killing my self
the ultimate form of suicide go figure
now maybe i can get past it and start rebuilding my self slowly but surely
that would be nice
really nice
i have decided
i except my fate as it is
and i'm ok with it
and i'm happy
so fuck the dumb shit
lets take care of me now
fuck everyone else
and i do mean everyone

Darkstar